Getting Things Back in Order… kinda

Currently Listening to: “Still Coming Out Strong” by The Weeknd & Future

Can’t front, didn’t expect to feel the way I do… Or did at least. Which is feel like I’m taking so many step forward just to keep getting knocked back down on my ass again. I just felt like crap for this past month but im slowly getting back to my old self which is focusing on my business and creating dates.
Have I spoken about my business, Edible Romance?

(I’ll post more info about it in another post or you can check me out by clicking here.)
In the meanfime, I’ve been eating like a fat ass this past month. My job has these donuts… They only come like 2 times a year. And they go fast. So I gotta have my daily serving… I just have to. Its so good. Every. Single. Time. And now they introduced the soft delicious Brookie too??!! Shiiiiit…. Let me just get March over with and I’ll try again in April. Kay? Kay.
So yea, although I haven’t been productive weight loss wise, I HAVE been vlogging and posting videos on YouTube. So if you happen to be bored at work one day and want to check out some of my cooking skills and family vlogs, be sure to check me out and please subscribe at:

Going to try to be more consistent with this. Just sucks when you have so many passions and dreams but doing all the “paperwork” via phone and library computer sessions. But i enjoy it and it keeps me from really really being ratchet out chea in these streets.

But yea… See ya next time!

This is my nephew by the way


Allow me to reintroduce myself…

Currently listening to: “Eternal Sunshine” by Jhene Aiko

Hey there!! Whoever is reading… Anybody? Probaby not… I almost forgot I even had a blog… What has it been like… 2, 3 years now? Man… Where do I begin. Atlanta? My weight loss success/fail story? I dont know… Definitely too much to catch you all up in one post, however i guess you’re wondering if my fat ass ever lost the weight? Well… You tell me…

Sorry, had to upload screenshots from my Instagram account. But yea!! Ya girl shed that weight off!! (The right photo was taken May 2015.)

Almost too much weight lost if you ask me… The right pic was a little too small for my comfort. I looked kinda sick lol

So I’ve been gaining a little cushion back… I would’ve been fine with this size and was in depression so I kept eating… Kept eating… Just kept eating… Eating.. Eating… This was taken some time in spring of 2016.

This is me currently. I’ve gotten kinda big again, especially around the waist; so I’ve been wearing my Keyshia Kaoir waist eraser. It really works! (This was taken yesterday after my dads funeral 😢 )

Since I’ve left Atlanta and came back to Florida, I’ve started to gain.. an ass! It ain’t a ba-dunk-ka-donk *spellcheck* but I’m thankful! Ain’t nothing like going into survival mode then coming back home to stuff your face with some good ol’ down south home cooking… And Lord knows I love to cook but I definitely loves to eat! Mmm!!
In my next post, I’ll share with you guys some of my Atlanta experiences as well my exercise/eating regimen that helped me lose the weight.
Until next time, please be sure to subscribe to my YouTube channel I’ll be posting more cooking videos as well as DIY romantic dates, vlogging and more! Hope to see you on the Tube later!

Bye bye for now!! (I’ll explain this outfit in another post ❤)


Currently Listening To: “Ah Yeah” by August Alsina

Good Morning!!

I know its been a while since I last posted. You’re probably wondering if I’m still continuing my weight loss journey right? Right??? Probably not wondering at all. Oh well.

I stopped my weight loss journey months ago but somehow I have managed to get a little smaller. Maybe its because I… Never mind. That’s not important.

I’m writing today for different reasons… I’m moving to Atlanta in 3 days!!!!! I am super-excited but also a little overwhelmed. I have so much shit to pack man… smh. Just started packing yesterday, my goal is to have everything packed by Friday so I can chill and pamper myself. Let’s see how that goes!!

Also, I have a new YouTube Cooking channel:

My cooking show is called Food Porn with Chef Love. Please be sure to subscribe, rate and comment! There’s delicious cooking tutorials for some of my favorite personal recipes as well as a few laughs and romantic tips as well. I hope you all enjoy.

See ya in Atlanta!!

Teaser: Key Lime Shrimp Tacos

Here’s a sneak peek of my new YouTube cooking channel: Food Porn with Chef Love!!! I recently released my very first video about how to make an impressive iceberg wedge salad for your lover. For more delicious recipes like these, please be sure to subscribe! Thank you for your support!!

Losing My Way…

Currently Listening To: “What You Need” by The Weeknd…

I know its been a while since I last posted something. Its also been a while since I exercised, ate right or wrapped myself. Just been under a lot of stress and pressure lately. I feel like I am slowly losing myself…

Don’t know who I am anymore. Don’t know what I want anymore. All the shit I have worked for in the past doesn’t matter to me anymore. Nothing matters anymore honestly. I don’t feel loved. So… whats the point of life? If you don’t have any love. There is no point.

But anyway… here’s a recent photo. I don’t even know if I’m losing weight anymore. Honestly don’t even give a fuck at this point.


Atlanta tomorrow. Hopefully… never mind. I’m starting to see there is no hope for me anymore. #PrayForMe

Wraps & Waffles…

Currently Listening To: “Furthest Thing” by Drake…


Well, lets see… I have completed two full It Works Body Wraps and 2 re-used wraps… so a total of 4 wraps but really 2 wraps, wraps. Yea. So here are my results from the 1st wrap’s results & the 2nd. I don’t see a difference.




I have been working out… once a week. Damn. My weight loss journey is just slowly coming to a slow demise. I gotta get this shit together. Maybe things would be a lot better if I didn’t have to worry about eating/cooking shit like waffles, fried chicken, marinara chicken, garlic bread, etc know how to cook… But I know how so its a problem. I only eat unhealthy when I don’t feel like eating healthy. Lol. That doesn’t make any sense at all. All I know is this… I love food. I TRY to eat healthy. But when I’m low on food and in survival mode, I think of A LOT of bad shit to eat… like…




Seasoned Tortilla Chips & Marinara Chicken Dip…





Panko Fried Chicken & French Vanilla & Red Velvet Waffles (The condiments are ranch dressing, maple syrup & honey mustard)



However… I did eat healthy at least one day. Cajun & Lemon Seasoned Salmon with Roasted Broccoli & Herb Brown Rice.


I’ll get it together eventually… My 3rd wrap is today. Yay.